Archive for April, 2008

It is a child

Tuesday, April 29th, 2008

I watched A DATE WITH LUYV last night. It was a program about two rich girls who were born in 1980s as me.

They were calm, beautiful and  energy! I know nothing of them before. However, they are successful,right?

Benny’s words impressed me. The words are” Life is a child. Whatever it looks like, we should love it and direct it into a good future.”

Hope my translation is ok.

My love is suffering blue mood for getting along with his mother.

Will westners meet these problems?

We were taught to take good care of our parents when they are old. And we try our best to satisfy them. In the meantime we always feel unhappy cuz life is flowing. We have dreams to be achieved.

But all the time were occupied by those things our parents ordered us to do.

 

Getting warmer

Thursday, April 24th, 2008

It is always like these days in spring in northeast of China. The whether and temperature are not stable. It gets cold or warm suddenly in two different days.

I am still busy with my work. I have almost finished the proposal of UKHO project,however, we abandonded for some technique reasons.

I do believe that I cannot wait anymore. I must save my life and myself in next second.

Can I waste my time as days like this? No

Can I keep leading life without clear goals? No

I am clear that there are problems for my life.

It is the same for everyone.

I am the one that struggle and fattle with difficulties and frustrations.

I won’t give up myself.

Go,Nana!~ You can!~

Something,anything and nothing

Wednesday, April 23rd, 2008

Who you are?

Where are you from?

Why are you here?

How long you will stay here?

Who are you living with?

Why are you living with him/her?

You are wasted your life here?

Wow!~

This is a snowy day. It is colder.

I talked with Mr. Zhang this evening about learning English.

I was regretted for tell a stranger that I am at home myself.

It is frightened!~

I hate myself and my life present!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is a rainy day

Tuesday, April 22nd, 2008

It is raining outside the window. It looks like all the world are arounded with fog. It is not heavy rain.

Jesscica will come to my apartment this evening, she has last week when Eric left. My love, he is not far but cannot be back and stay with me cuz my mother-in-law needs his care.

Jon replied the email,butI didn’t.

We had a long meeting this morning to discuss the marketing development and key words for searching. Mr. Zhang expressed his opinion on problems we are facing. I felt he is not a simple man. Sure! He is not! Or, he will not be the general manager but me!~ Whatever! He taught some skills to communicate with clients or partners. Good and practical ideas. In one word, whenever you are talking with a partner or potential client,you have to be careful and try to find some clues that are useful for your business. And you should try to establish long-term, mutual benifit, mutual trust relations with them.

I have to review at least twice though I finished UKHO proposal.

Anyway, this is a rainy and peaceful day. Sounds good,eh?  

Last Weekend

Monday, April 21st, 2008

It was a tires weekend, I have to say.

The sundries were forbidden to be put in around the stairs.

I had to take all back in my apartment.   God! One of the vats is too heavy. I conveyed step by step.

I felt pain coz I never conveyed such a heavy thing myself.

Whatever, I dealt with the sundries in the weekend since I have no spare time to do that in my working days.

Jon worte back last week. It was a big surpirise.

I read the fiction Sunday. It is about marketing. Well, I do believe it is good to domestic business but abroad ones.

Hope I could insist on to write here. PS:Too many bad news to China from western countries. Anyway, I love my coutry and best wishes to Beijing Olycpic Games!

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