Archive for April, 2009

Tom,ill,hospital,baby,dream,

Tuesday, April 14th, 2009

Tom called me on skype this noon and told me he is in Beijing. He is such a warm_hearted friend,I am grateful for his words and what he has done. Though I emailed him twice and got no reply. He told me he didn’t got the email. I don’t know why.

My mother_in_law is ill. I guess it is vascular disease because her blood lipid is higher than the health parameter. In the meantime, Tong left a comment on my QQ space that we could do anything to stop  going to die. She is ill, not very heavy but I feel afraid. Not because she is ill or lose her but because she always made me tired. As a woman with tratitional ideas deep inside my heart, I should take good care of her especially when she is ill. But the self-concerned Nana is always remind me that I could take good care of myself. Oh!~ Almost going crazy!

27, this is a young age, I plan to have a baby this year or next year.

Dream, my dreams, I couldn’t quit all of you to devote myself in those things. But sometimes, I couldn’t control all things around me!

I told Nana to face, to smile, to let it go!

Getting warmer, economy recession,failed examination, shopping

Tuesday, April 7th, 2009

I want to make a title with only words,can I? It is getting warmer here in Harbin.Seems a little bit later? This is natural, it shows what it is in the right season.

I don’t know what happened. I emailed my American friends many times, but none of them replies me except Kevin. I emailed Jon and Tom, got no reply at all. What’s worse, I see Tom is on Skype everyday, but he got no time to answer” hello” “hi” or “how are you”. This always reminds me the global economy recession and G20 summit last week.I am optimistic about my life, but I got no optimistic message from the summit. I thought it is because the economy summit that made my friends lost in touch with me. Anyway, I hope they all safe.

I failed again in the master examination, though those days I was tired and worked hard on it. Yeah, this is the fact that I failed again, not the first time. I felt sad for seconds, then I told myself to face it, accept it. This is life, right? Sometimes, you work hard on something, but you couldn’t get it finally. I decided to quit it for sometime, maybe, in future I will take part in again, but before that I should think about the daily work and life carefully because I ignored enjoy so many things just for working on the examination.

I went shopping for it is getting warmer and I need more beautiful clothes to make up myself. This is a great idea!~ I did it and bought so many clothes I like.

Wow!~ Love my life!~