Archive for June, 2009

When it happens it will happen.

Friday, June 26th, 2009

“King of pop" Michale Jackson dies. This is a breaking news. I know he is preparing for the concerts. So many fans are waiting for him. I am not his fans but I respect and appreciate every celebrity like him. They left too much in the field they love for next generations. I once watched his MTV, felt really amazing.

Also, I read the blog from another big star, Kaka. He said in the end of his blog :” if you want to have success in life and work you need to believe strongly in what you are doing and never give up.” This ecourages me as Canon and his beliefs. Power is in their mind. As getting older, dreams are easy to give up. Kaka prooved what he believed today. Canon is focusing and working on what he believes. I feel so lucky that I have a friend, he is Canon. I am proud of him, too.

I emailed forth and back with Kevin. He is 45 years old. We talked about having babies in our last emails. I said I don’t want babies but I have to give birth a baby next year for the reasons of my parents_in_law. Kevin shared his ideas with me and feel it is not the viable reason to get pregnant for the thoughts of parents. I don’t know how to explain this. It is really a problem for me to face. Well, anyway, I decided to have one.

Kevin said when it happens it will happen. I want to share with you this sentence. It is helpful when we feel we couldn’t tackle some problems like Michael’s death must be some big sorrow for his fans. Hope everyone keep each day as the present.

Spam comments

Wednesday, June 24th, 2009

I received hundreds of spam commments everyday. I don’t know what happened or what I wrote attracted so many spammers. It costs me too much time to delete those spam words and links. Hope one day, in my website, there are only heart to heart communications.

I am thinking of study,family,work, and things in my life……

Wednesday, June 10th, 2009

As you see, our lives are consisted of those things we love and hate.

Study is very important in our life, if you don’t study, you will lose yourself someday. I am learning “Supermemo”, feel confused, but I will try to study everyday with it.

Family is the place we could be there no matter what happens.

Work is the thing we afford our lives.

Many many things to be thinked and considered.

We have only 24 hours a day, how to make all things goes well, we need to use some perfect methods.

Business is slow, am I sandwich biscuit

Friday, June 5th, 2009

I feel frustrated as business is flow and I feel like sandwich biscuit. I received requirements from the clients, then I translated into Chinese before sending to the technical department. After they read the Chinese version requirements, everytime, they have questions to confirm with clients. I have to communicate with the clients over and over again.

As the client may feel that our services are slow with low efficiency, and sometimes we might misunderstood their requirements. The technical department may complained that is my fault that misunderstood what the clients really want. But the client may complained that my company is not a reliable partner or may think I am not a reliable person.

No matter standing on which side, I just want to make the things right thought I always being misunderstood. I feel frustrated that I have few experiences in communicating with different people. I feel frustrated that I am no super woman that I could make everything goes right in seconds.

Business is slow, my boss asked how long will you get a big project for me? I don’t know how to answer him because I don’t how long I will get a project by myself.

Well, I know everything I am experiencing will make me mature and make my thoughts profound. I will forget the hurt, sorrow and unhappiness to face all calmly.

We all fight everyday

Tuesday, June 2nd, 2009

No matter you agree or not, everyone fights everyday, including you and I.

We fight with ourselves, with the coworkers, with friends, with environment……

Except, we don’t use guns and bullets during the fight. But, actually, we fight.

Whatever, we should smile and face it! Just take it easy!